Monday, February 1, 2010

This is a day

That I sure could use a sweet little baby to snuggle up with. Some days are just hard to handle and this is one. While I could go on and on about my difficulties, it would do no good. So, I am left practicing the fine art of detachment. Detachment from ideals and expectations. Detachment from comfort and ease. But, as I struggle to do so, my mind wanders back to my sweet December, when all I had to do was nurture a precious little baby. Life is so simple when you have a new baby. Like nothing else matters because you can't tend to it even if it did. All of your energy is being pulled to one single purpose. So, tonight I lay my head on my pillow missing my sweet Mika and the love filled time that we shared.

1 comment:

  1. my heart goes out to you, you have done an amazing thing and forever she will be greatful for the life you have giving her :) keep your head up.