Mika is 6 weeks today!

SWEET baby girl! The last couple of days have been great. Actually, the whole weekend. But, when the tears come again, it is hard to stop. Usually in the dark night when I am thinking of her sweetness and our times together.

However, more and more, I can console myself with the acknowledgement that I had a wonderful gift of four weeks with this little one and many surrogates do not get that. And that should be enough writing about my feelings as it is getting close to that time of night and I prefer to go to sleep without crying.